#I'm so normal about them (lying)
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“This isn’t courage, Jayce. This is cowardice.”
“Okay. Maybe. So what?” Jayce says, voice fraying. “I’m scared.”
The Saved and the Damned by Lapsi has had me in its grip for nigh on a MONTH!!
#jayvik#arcane#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayce x viktor#my art#I'm so normal about them#also please be nice to me i've never drawn a wheelchair before#I've also never drawn Jayce before and his FACE took me SO LONG#painting it was pretty straightforward but the LINEART#then on the other hand reliquary viktor took me 20 minutes tops#there are also more things i want to draw for this fic but we shall see if i go through with them#probably nothing as over rendered as this#but. i could be lying
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the playwright and his editor
#great god grove#thespius green#click clack#my art#i'm so normal about them (<- lying)#i enjoyed painting this but it was also a massive pain in the ass#i hope people like this because GOOD LORD. GOOD FUCKING LORD#the original painting is so large i had to compress it just to post it
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KISS OF JUDAS
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#i could not possibly resist the jesus and judas of pvpciv (i'm very normal about them afsfdhkbihgfg)#evbo#evbo fanart#pvp civilization#prince zam#prince zam fanart#new toxic situationship added to evbo's resume#zambo#←(cause yeah...)#pvp civilization fanart#my art#tw: blood#tw: violence#is it wrong to want evbo to die so we get some ✨princezam action✨#(sorry evbo ly <3)#click for better quality
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BANG CHAN + LEE KNOW 🍬 ATE
#bang chan#lee know#stray kids#skz#christopher bang#christopher bahng#minchan#~#lee minho#createskz#staydaily#bystay#staysource#channiesnet#cb97net#3rachasource#malegroupnet#ultkpopnetwork#dailybg#kpopco#kpopccc#kpopedit#dreamytag#userlau#kiwitracks#vilmatrack#thestephtag#analook#ok im done i'm being normal about them now (<- girl who is lying)#i'm going to launch myself into the fucking milkway. they look so good. both of their lips. throw me into a ditch. god. fuck off.
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Watched the donghua months ago but alas the brainrot has finally come for me
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#my art#digital art#wangxian#lan wangji#wei wuxian#my partner wont watch it with me so rip#i am devastated#these gay people#take up so many braincells rn#been resisting the urge to draw more silly art like this#but unfortunately I have so many things I need to do rn#agsbkhlgsfaknh I'm so normal about them(lying)
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#do you know how hard it is to be world's slowest drawer#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayce x viktor#arcane#fanart#arcane fanart#arcane league of legends#it wasn't even supposed to be so detailed#for months I worked on my art style so it would be more simple and then jayvik happened#I'm so normal about them (lying)
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Do people still use this kind of templates?
Anyway, my Chaggie headcanons :) disclaimer that this is just the way I interpret them, it’s 100% okay to disagree lol
#if I'm being honest here this has been done since June but I didn't feel like posting it lmao#will do this with my other ships and with other templates because it was sm fun :)#hazbin hotel#chaggie#rainbowmoth#fallenstar#charlie morningstar#vaggie#my art <3#hazbin hotel charlie#hazbin hotel vaggie#art#ship template#chaggie ship template#understand my ship in 5 minutes#I'm very sane about them please trust me (lying)#also random info but I'm back at uni and this summer has been so busy for me it's like I haven't rested at all :') send help#I've been functioning on 4 hours of sleep for around 4 months now😭#things are going back to normal now (thankfully)#anyway rant over hope you're all doing well <33
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Also sorry it's been an entire day and I can't stop thinking about Alistair being in a dungeon and marking 47 days on the wall, deciding he's descended into madness, and feeling surprised he hasn't yet grown a beard. Only for Hendry to say he's been there for 14 hours, many of which he was asleep during. He is the biggest drama queen in the world and I love him
#that scene was just so funny#And it's such a good scene because it's so in character#you can't have a character like alistair who takes himself SO seriously as a villain and pretend he's NOT a drama queen#of COURSE he is. he has to be#he tells scary stories. He has a monster complex. He does villain monologues in his head and out loud#obviously the second he's powerless he's gonna turn into a tortured hermit who's surely already dead#anyway I simply cannot stop thinking about him and Gavin (the least dramatic man in the world)#One born to be a monster one born to die both of them trying not to be what their families marked them as OUUUUG#their dynamic. the willingness to die and kill for each other but hardly for themselves. their little jokies :(#ok anyway I'm normal now (lying)#I'm not gonna write fic about them (also lying)#all of us villains
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Genesis 4:1-5, translated by S. R. Driver, from The Book of Genesis, 1905
A Clash of Kings, Prologue - Maester Cressen
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Emanuel Krescenc Liška – Cain (1885)
Claus Westermann, Genesis : a commentary, 1984
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Arthur Segal - Kain und Abel (1918)
A Clash of Kings, Prologue - Maester Cressen
Natalie Diaz, A Brother Named Gethsemane, from When My Brother Was an Aztec
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Lovis Corinth - Kain (1917)
Genesis 4:6-9, translated by S. R. Driver, from The Book of Genesis, 1905
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 33 - Catelyn IV
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Odilion Redon - Cain and Abel (1886)
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 33 - Catelyn IV
Genesis 4:9-14, translated by S. R. Driver, from The Book of Genesis, 1905
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 31 - Catelyn III
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St. Omer, Benedictine Abbey of St. Bertin; c. 1190-1200
A Storm of Swords, Chapter 36 - Davos V
S.R. Driver, The Book of Genesis, 1905
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 42 - Davos II
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Lazzaro Pisani - Death of Abel (1885)
S.R. Driver, The Book of Genesis, 1905
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 42 - Davos II
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 42 - Davos II
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Cain and Abel - City of Zeven - 2015 (source)
Genesis 4:14-16, translated by S. R. Driver, from The Book of Genesis, 1905
#stannis baratheon#renly baratheon#house baratheon#he was my brother and i killed him#asoiaf#web weaving#valyrianscrolls#mine#fun fact i had to go to my uni library to find When My Brother Was an Aztec to get this quote. It's a lovely poem you should all read it#there is a longer section that fits the characters but it feels a little iffy taking something that is clearly personal#and apply it to fictional characters. like it has racial motifs that i don't feel comfortable saying 'oh exactly like my little characters#written by a white man!' yk?#anyway! i'm actually proud of this#i'm so normal about these biblical siblings < lying#i've said it before but this was baby's first horror story. i was obsessed with them as a kid
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Astrid and Hank appreciantion gif
#― the angel catalogue !#― abbey !#― sky !#― my gifs !#― ride the cyclone !#tsp rtc#rtc tsp#rtc astrid#astrid rtc#astrid rosenberg#rtc hank#hank rtc#hank johnson#ride the cyclone musical#rtc musical#rtc gifs#ride the cyclone gifs#rtc#ride the cyclone#look at them#they are the best#they're so adorable#i'm so normal about these two#i'm so normal /lying#skysky#idk what else to tag#idk tbh#hello :3#idk how tags work
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90 fuckin' Years
HHHHHH I went straight to taking screenshots for this the day Kerry's birthday was confrimed on the 7th XD But cause life is chaotic and I have too many projects all at once it took me a while to finish it. But here we are now!! ;__; And I'm so happy with how it turned out and uuugghhh my feels I cry looking at some of these frames.
So like, the thing is, Kerry is obviously super happy with Vince, despite all the hardships and battles and whatnot. But also, he's still battling with depression, even the most harmonic, loving relationship and love can't fix that (even if it makes things easier sometimes). And the way I interpret Kerry from how he's depicted in game, I imagine especially around anniversaries of any sorts he probably always gets a bit more gloomy.
But the same way Vince is physically recovering here, Kerry is beginning to as well I'd like to imagine! pushing away the bad thoughts and being like "yeah, you know what, it's been a turbulent but a good life and I'm glad I'm still around to have this now". And they're both healing together and yeah ;___;
Making his eyes brown was a spontaneous decision, they're just Photoshopped real quick. But with his whole theme of embracing himself more again (and I also don't think the blue eyes were necessarily his first choice, but probably more a nice brand deal the label pushed on him and he was just like "whatever" in his depressed state of mind) I think he would eventually go back to his natural eye color.
Vince's scars are also photoshopped, although I hope one day when I have him as NPV I can make him a 2078 appearance that has them properly on the model uwu I really like how they turned out though, especially the one at the base of his skull!
But yeh ;__; happy belated birthday old man (who would only be 36 now, and just 5 years older than me shhh). To many more bad decisions that lead to good things in the long run!
#cyberpunk 2077#Cyberpunk2077#cp2077#cyberpunk vp#cp2077 vp#cyberpunk v#male v cyberpunk#kerry eurodyne#vincent ezaki#kerry eurodyne x v#otp: to bad decisions#my vp#screaming crying lying down on the floor#I love them so much ;___;#and I'm very normal about everything
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Hey... remember that post I made about Kakania's siezen in chapter 6? As I rewatched and transcribed Kakania's speech in 6-24, I noticed that Kakania had switched to using du midway through her monologue and that's just... such a neat detail to me.
Kakania was no longer speaking under any guise or formality or professionalism, she's speaking to Isolde as the friend she thought they always were, as her true self, just as Isolde had been doing with her so long before this. But now that du no longer carries that same tone of comfort and safety, it carries weight, anger, and the despair of a person who has seemingly lost a friend that they have cared for for so long, someone they thought they had known but has now been estranged before their very eyes.
Also, for anyone who needs it, the full speech scene in German is below the cut
Isolde: Du hast alles gut gepackt (?).
Kakania: Ja. Der Spiegel macht mir Angst, nachdem was passiert ist. Er spiegelt wahrheitsgetrau mein hässliches Gesicht wider, meine abstoßende Seele.
Isolde: Doktor, du bist nicht abstoßend. Wie kann jemand, der abstoßend ist, so edle und hohe Ideale haben wie du?
Kakania: Hmph, vielleicht… vielleicht haben Sie recht. Es ist Zeit, das Tuch zu lüften.
Isolde: Das Licht tut weh, hast du die Vorhänge geöffnet? Doktor, ich kann nicht sehen.
Kakania: Schauen Sie sich dieses Gemälde an, Isolde. Erinnert es Sie etwas?
Isolde: Ich kann es nicht deutlich sehen, Doktor. Es ist zu hell hier. Könntest du die Vorhänge zuziehen?
Kakania: Das ist das Gemälde Ihres verstorbenen Bruders, Die Rettung. Wir haben eine einfache Tatsache übersehen, Isolde, bis Heinrichs letzte Wörter uns alle daran erinnern. Theophil schrie seine Notizen in Verzweiflung, nannte aber sein letztes Gemälde "Die Rettung".
Isolde: Doktor, es ist zu hell hier. Können wir woanders reden?
Kakania: Wie konnte ich das übersehen, Isolde? Eine noble Damen wie Sie kann nicht nur singen und tanzen, sondern auch zeichnen. Theophil war ein feiner Herr, aber nur fein. Er war talentiert, aber nicht begabt. Die Frauen der Dittarsdorfs waren schon immer bessere Medien als ihre Männer. Sie sind viel begabter als Ihr Bruder. Sollen wir euch dankbar sein? Du und dein Bruder, ein Paar Messiasse dieser Ära. Eine von euch schrie die Wahrheit in einem bemitleidenswerten Gedicht heraus und hielt seine Verzweiflung in Kunst fest und die andere…
Isolde: Doktor…
Kakania: Und die andere wollte "die Farben von oben abkratzen, ihre wahren Farben enthüllen und sie neu formen". Das bist du, Isolde. Du hast versucht, die Verzweiflung abzukratzen und die Welt mit deinen mitfühlenden, mitleidigen Händen neu zu formen. Er schuf die Kunst, und du hast sie vervollständigt. Du und dein Bruder sind die Mitgestalter dieses Gemäldes aus Mitleid für diese Welt. Und deshalb war es das einzige Werk, das den Brand überstanden hat. Hab' ich Recht, Isolde?! Sag es mir!
Kakania: Mit Heinrichs Hilfe habt ihr beiden den Anführer von Manus Vindictae getroffen, ihr habt das Wunder gesehen, euch wurde der Weg zur Rettung gezeigt. Aber der arme Theophil konnte nicht akzeptieren, was ihm gesagt wurde. Wie du, wurde er von seinem noblen, edlen Blut verflucht. Er hatte Mitleid für die Welt, hielt er aber noch an den Privilegien des Adels fest (?). Er wollte nicht mit dem Manus Vindictae arbeiten, aber er wollte auch keinen Krieg. Er hatte seine inneren Kämpfe. Als Begünstigter der Rettung war die Schreiben von Verzweiflung sein einziger Ausweg. Er musste sein Leben nehmen, um den Schmerz zu beenden. Und er wollte, dass du dich ihm anschließt, damit ihr beide gemeinsam von der Qual befreit werdet. Aber er übersah die Tatsache, dass du, im Gegensatz zu ihm, bereits in Verzweiflung lebtest. Alles, was ihm wichtig war, hatte dir nie gehört. Die Zerstörung dieser Welt bedeutete dir nichts.
Isolde: Mein Kopf tut wirklich weh.
Kakania: Also du hast ihm aus Mitleid den Abzug gedrückt.
Isolde: Ich kann nichts sehen. Könntest du bitte das Licht im Raum dimmen?
Kakania: Betrachte dieses Gemälde! Schau dir diese Spiegel an, Isolde! Was hat ihr der Anführer von Manus Vindictae gezeigt? Was ist "der Weg zur Rettung"? Ist er ein Zauber, ein Ritual?! Du bist die einzige, die es weißt!
#n talks about shit#reverse 1999#isolde#kakania#kakania was trying so hard to fix her but in the end all it did was grow the distance between them even further#god i'm so normal about these two (lying)#there may be some inaccuracies in the transcription btw my german listening comprehension isn't that great#breaking up one of kakania's parts in the transcription because length lmao
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“You’re such a pretty man,” Makino sighed, touching her fingertips to his cheek, before rubbing his beard with her thumb. “Your wife is very lucky. Oh—hey.” Her whole expression brightened, her smile entirely cheeky. “That’s me.”
Shanks grinned, delighted. “You are absolutely hammered, aren’t you?”
“Hmm, I think I’m about to be.” She frowned. “Wait—was that not a euphemism?”
My masked Zorro, the unbelievably generous and tantalisingly mysterious Cover Anon, sweeps in once more with another gorgeous cover from Shanties, this time for Penelope (aka, the wedding fic, my beloved), by the incredible @sacred_pirate on twitter.
I...don't know how it's possible to capture the way a fic exists in my mind so perfectly it's like the artist reached into my soul, and yet that's what this feels like. This is one of the most beautiful artworks I've ever seen, and I can't believe it's from my fic, and this fic.
#I.........am actually at a loss for words#I've just been staring at this all day#sacred_pirate if you see this: your style is everything and this cover is so atmospheric you've sucked me right into this moment!!#the lighting and the composition and the sheer SOFTNESS of this cover??#and the DETAILS#the DRESS and the FLOWERS IN HER HAIR#the wedding rings!! Luffy's wanted poster!!#and t h e m#they're *perfect*#Makino is so beautiful I want to cry#absolutely breathtaking#and SHANKS#THAT LOOK#THIS IS THE LOOK THAT'S IN MY MIND WHEN I WRITE THEM#I AM!!! FEELING A NORMAL AMOUNT ABOUT THIS#I'm lying I am absolutely losing it#the warmth and the tender goofiness in this is exactly how I imagine them and I cannot overstate how much I love this#Cover Anon: I owe you my life#I don't know how to thank you enough#I just hope you know how much this means to me#that someone loves these stories so much they'd do this...I am humbled beyond words<3#Shanks x Makino#otp: sing me sea shanties#Shanties for the Weary Voyager#opfanfic#Shanties art
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Asklepios!Marcy being the god of healing and still ending up destructive and harmful in her ways with what she defines healing in the process...
#Marcy healing Sasha over & over to the point she unknowingly contributes to her getting self destructive and losing touch with consequences#greek mythology aus... so many sashannarcy greek mythology that live in my brain rent free#not this ofc I'm sooo normal about the eos & tithonus au (lying)#that being said Wren's aus are so delicious and everyone should know them#there may be biases here but it wouldn't make it less true#amphibia#perennial Sasha au#text post
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I usually draw Y/N's to avoid making self ship art cuz i always feel like im doing something scandalous
Like I'll be teased and mocked for it
But damn is Help Wanted 2 making it really hard
#They're theater kids#IM a theater kid#he likes arts and crafts#I'm an art student#He likes naps and carousels#I LIKE NAPS AND CAROUSELS#They're Sun and Moon Im literally Starr#its meant to be#and i just need to much art of me kissing their flat fucking face#help wanted 2#dca fandom#sun fnaf#moon fnaf#IM SO NORMAL FOR THEM I SWEAR#except im lying#im not normal at all#and im about to endure a 10 day work grind excluding christmas day and i just wanna explode#starr stuff#rant#nonsense#ignore me#im just being a silly simp again#whose as tired as a retired old detective#tldr I'm in love with these silly jesters and i need to draw me kissing them so bad
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we went over the 14yr long torture session in my last therapy visit actually, and i told her that toward the end i was fantasizing about and then actively considering walking into traffic because if i got catastrophically injured then they would have to treat my pain. and she told me that's not an uncommon thing for people to do. that she has heard that many times before.
like think about that. we are so moralistic about drug use and have politicized a particular type of medicine so much, and doctors are so uncompassionate toward and even suspicious of patients who are in pain because of it, that it's NOT UNCOMMON for people who are otherwise not suicidal to start completely genuinely longing to get hit by a fucking car just for the chance to be oh so graciously provided the absolute bare fucking minimum of care.
think about how many different things have pain as a symptom. how many things have pain as the only symptom the patient is aware of. how many of them are life or death crises. heart attacks. blood clots. strokes. bleeding ulcers. those are just what i can think of off the top of my fucking head, AND I'M NOT A FUCKING DOCTOR.
what i had, for example, feels exactly like appendicitis. and they left it for fourteen years because my only symptom was excruciating pain and i didn't fit their stupid little (completely unsupported by evidence, btw) diagnostic mnemonic. if it had been appendicitis, or anything else as immediately deadly that "just" hurts, i would have fucking died the same night i got sent home from the emergency room with "medical" "advice" to take some tylenol and rest - for the first time, that is. out of dozens. how many people do die that way?
because addicts are Bad. and because doctors are too arrogant and biased to practice medicine on the basis of evidence and informed consent when the profit model and conservative propaganda make it soooo easy to stay in the good old days of paternalism instead.
#jack facts#medical#soc#i want to tag this ''opioid crisis'' but i truly don't think i can manage to type it without the quote marks lmao#and like my thing and none of the things i mentioned are fixable via opioids obviously and fucking obviously i know that#but the fucking circus about opioid use and how prescribing opioids Must be avoided at All Costs No Matter What#results in this Us vs Them mentality of The Treacherous Drug Seeker vs The Nurse/Doctor Too Smart To Be Fooled#which is precisely why i said in my last post that they're ''like cops''#they have this perception that they are being constantly rushed by the lying swindling Enemy#and are so smug about it when they believe they have magically divined when someone reporting pain is faking or exaggerating#based on whatever the fuck they individually have decided is Drug Seeking Behavior TM TM TM#which are almost fucking always just normal fucking behavioral responses to pain and fear!!!!#and then that person is not a Patient (as cops are to Victim) they are instead an Addict (as cops are to Criminal)#and that person not only does not get pain relief they don't get anything the god damn fuck else either except a fucking attitude#and people fucking die. of whatever is hurting in the first place or from their endurance for endless torment running out.#disproportionately women and people of color and fat people and the mentally ill and disabled and the poor and children and the elderly and#nurses/doctors 🤝 cops 🤝 soldiers 🤝 ceos 🤝 mass murderers who are socially celebrated for heroism#not to put too radical and fine a point on it or anything lol#ANYWAY#i'll probably delete this or at least the tags lmao#whatever. i'm going to go lie in bed and have symptoms until 6 am when i have to get up to go be retraumatized at the medical lab :)#neglect#drug use#suicide#car crash#illness#ask to tag
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